It’s amazing how life changes in an instant. The world shifts from a state on uncertainty that you were trapped in for years to suddenly knowing what you’ve been looking for all your life, what was missing all along!
Embracing this reality leaves your new found “self” confused at this revelation. Your heart and soul, for once, agree on what should be and on what you deserve.
Then you’re swept into a whirlwind of emotions, forgetting to guard your heart, you just let go and you’re kissing his face every ten minutes, holding his hand, feeling the warmth of his body through you as if he is the coal that lights your soul on fire...
And then change catastrophically conquers just when you though the war was over. Standing in front of your light; you feel it fade as you’re saying just three simple words "see you soon"! It’s as if someone has rudely interrupted the most important conversation you’ve ever tried to carry on! They are standing outside the door, pounding like the police who are deciding that because you're not answering, they are forced to break the door down, leaving you exposed, vulnerable and without something to hide your mind, your deepest emotions behind. When you’re life is invaded by time and space you become so empty inside.
It’s such a disturbing parallel.
Rugged thoughts are constantly challenging you with yet another state of unrest. It’s a daily fight to understand simple words and what they mean to you. It is: “yes, I love you; you are everything” and then it’s: “This is making me so miserable” all thrown at you at the same time.
What's the common ground?
Why do we have situations like such?
A feeling of alone, I need you. I want you, and I know I will see you, so I will push on through this...
What gives?
When two are still two and want to be just one, but, time, space and obligations prevent such actions... What gives?
Embracing this reality leaves your new found “self” confused at this revelation. Your heart and soul, for once, agree on what should be and on what you deserve.
Then you’re swept into a whirlwind of emotions, forgetting to guard your heart, you just let go and you’re kissing his face every ten minutes, holding his hand, feeling the warmth of his body through you as if he is the coal that lights your soul on fire...
And then change catastrophically conquers just when you though the war was over. Standing in front of your light; you feel it fade as you’re saying just three simple words "see you soon"! It’s as if someone has rudely interrupted the most important conversation you’ve ever tried to carry on! They are standing outside the door, pounding like the police who are deciding that because you're not answering, they are forced to break the door down, leaving you exposed, vulnerable and without something to hide your mind, your deepest emotions behind. When you’re life is invaded by time and space you become so empty inside.
It’s such a disturbing parallel.
Rugged thoughts are constantly challenging you with yet another state of unrest. It’s a daily fight to understand simple words and what they mean to you. It is: “yes, I love you; you are everything” and then it’s: “This is making me so miserable” all thrown at you at the same time.
What's the common ground?
Why do we have situations like such?
A feeling of alone, I need you. I want you, and I know I will see you, so I will push on through this...
What gives?
When two are still two and want to be just one, but, time, space and obligations prevent such actions... What gives?
We are so overwhelmed with our woes that we almost miss seeing another light appear, and when it does we realize: It is through our demise or pain that we see the bright side of the golden rainbow!
Love gives… It gives us patience
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